February 2011
117 posts
“God stopped giving us miracles after Jesus ascended into heaven, so Satan throws...”
– Kate Balek
Things I've learned recently...
1. Love is the strongest emotion there is. It trumps all other emotions and feelings. Having someone in your life that loves you, will make you feel like you can conquer the world and do anything.
2. You have to fight to keep that love. If you want them in your life, you have to do all you can to make sure they stay there. Even if that means you have to swallow your pride and take the blame for...
January 2011
82 posts
bitches these days
It really kind of hurts that I was there for you. I was there for you the whole time you went through shit. i listened to you, I rushed to your aid when you needed it, I did all I could for you. and now you finally seem to have gotten things back on track for yourself (and I’m glad you have) but why do I feel like you don’t even want to be friends anymore? I rarely hear from you, you...
Wait, Is there really no school today?
Best. Day. Ever.
I'm adopted....because there is no way in hell I'm...
Six.
26. Talk about a moment where you were truly happy. What was happening and who were you with? Most of my happiest memories have been pretty recently. Ever since Danny has come into my life I’ve never felt happier with myself and my life. We have had so many good days together that its hard to just pick on and say that was the best. I do remember a few months ago however, we went to the...
Five.
21. Look back. Why did you choose this challenge? Do you think it says anything about you? I don’t think it says anything about me. I just got bored actually…
22. How do you think people see you? Be a little negative and a little positive. People generally see me as a shy person actually. I’m not all up in everyone’s face when I meet them because I’m not an annoying...
Four.
16. What are you passionate about? I actually don’t have once particular thing that I’m passionate about. That’s a little upsetting actually. Especially at this age, everyone around me is finding/already knows what they love to do or what they are good at and I really don’t have anything.
17. Who was the last person you kissed? (If you are still with them, pick the person...
thank you
lilflynner:
you came back for me. i cant thank you enough for turning the car around and coming to save me. you’re my blood and i really can’t thank you enough. i know it doesn’t seem like a big deal, but its moments like that where i know we’ll be best friends literally until the end of time.
anytime my dearest. anytime.
Three.
11. Do you feel protective over someone? I am very protective over my little brother. We don’t get along much, nor do we even talk everyday, but I know that he deals with a bunch of bullshit from a bunch of people and that really pisses me off. He isn’t a strong fighter so I tend to feel like I need to fight his battles for him, and believe me, I would have no problem beating the shit...
Your Little Princess
Remember when you use to call me your little princess? Things were so simple back then right? Today, Wendy asked if I wanted to invite you next week. I said no. Then I started crying. This is the first time I’ve cried to her. I’m suppose to be your little princess, your peanut as you sometimes said. But I’m just not anymore. I don’t think you really understand what is...
Two.
6. Talk about a recent experience that has effected you greatly and how. My brother leaving. We had a good relationship and now I barley get to talk to him and that’s really hard.
7. Think of the last person you hugged. What would you do if they vanished completely? I would lose it. Danny is a huge part of my life and I love him so much. He is my support system and understands all that I...
Oh Danny Mendez...
This kid. Only he can take a serious conversation and make it the funniest thing ever by randomly saying: “I’m going to ask you a serious question and I want the truth, have you ever eaten your booger?”
I love him.
“You need to just have fun now and be yourself. By you trying to make your future...”
– Aaron Aggen is my Dr. Phil
One.
1. What happened today? If it was your last day of life,how satisfied would you be with your final hours. It was a snow day today, so obviously that was amazing. And I walked six miles to Danny’s house just to see him. and we hung out all day with Mitch, Kate, and Sunshine which is always fun. But if I died right now I wouldn’t be happy because of how the day ended. Naturally, I blew...
Pathetic
yet another. longing for what they can’t have. get over it bitch.
Letter Project. Day Twenty. Letter to myself.
Wow, I really don’t want to write this letter. Thats probably why I’ve been putting it off for a few days.
I want to say you are a beautiful person… but I really just don’t see it. In actuality, you are fucked in the head beyond no belief. You have messed up so many times and all you do is push the people you love, the people that love you, away. Its hard to write...
Letter Project. Day Nineteen. Letter to the nicest...
I have actually known you more then a day, more like nine years. but the thing is, I only see you once every year maybe two. You are truly a sweet, care-free, open-minded girl and I love that about you. I wish you lived closer so that I could see you everyday. I miss you.
Letter Project. Day Eighteen. Letter to the last...
So my promise to you was kind of big..and I’m trying really hard to stick to my end of that promise but its the most challenging thing ever. be patient please. wait for my to sort out all of my bullshit and then we can talk about that all again…maybe when its realistic.
I love you soo much. You are amazing.
Remember to check your pockets. Good days may...
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Letter Project. Day Seventeen. Letter to someone...
So I really don’t know you at all. I mean we’ve talked a few times, you are a pretty cool kid but I wouldn’t consider you my friend…
But I know you are having a pretty rough time with everything. I can’t imagine losing a family member like that either. You are a strong kid, and you have so many people around you that care about you.
Remember you are loved and you...
Letter Project. Day Sixteen. Letter to someone who...
Well I didn’t think I would write you a letter until about 30 seconds ago.
No surprise you have given me all my favorite memories… You have taken me all around the country to some of the most remote and random places ever. We done some of the coolest/weirdest things like dog sledding in Canada in the middle of no where…so far north our phones stopped working. Or the time we...
Letter Project. Day Fifteen. Letter to the last...
I don’t think writing you a letter really counts, considering you are a dog. but I love you! You are the best dog ever! Be strong, I know you are in a lot of pain but you can make it through this.
A note to you.
I’m sorry. I really am. Things shouldn’t be this way. But I guess they have to be because I wouldn’t go back and change anything. I’m finally happy (if you can even call this shit life happiness) and I wish you could see that. I wish you could be happy for me. I’m here if you ever decided you want to be friends again. Because in actuality, I miss you everyday. You are...
“Excitement. Italians and trashy excitement.”
– Kate Balek is obviously ready for Jersey Shore tonight.